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Today I´ve been sleeping. A new friend came over because he got some stress about his living situation but he´s only staying a night. He went into Berlin to get some stuff and I´m on the balcony talking on the phone with Albin. It´s actually really cosy. I´m eating some swedish snacks and have some candles for lighting.
I won´t admit that it´s autumn like other people say it is. Because the weather here is not like swedish fall, it´s still swedish summer. It really feels like I´ve misssed the summer. I´ve been to some outside pools and done some sunbathing but most of the time if just been inside laying in bed in this unemployed depression/boredom. But it´s ok even if I feel a lot like I´ve been wasting time. I guess that this is something I had to exprience though. Because even if it feels like things are standing still I´ve still developed as a person and got new visions about what I want to do and create.
I moved into a apartment where I can stay long term. I decided that I wanted to study music at the university. I went to Sweden and visited my friends and family. I made some new friends here in Berlin. I´ve been a lot on the fetish scene and went to Poland with parts of the crew . I went on family vacation to Crete and maybe more stuff that I can´t remember. But when I put it like this it´s actually not that little even if the time in between has been very empty.
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