I realised that I for the first time in a really long time actually have my shit together. Not in every aspect because I´m still sitting here eating chocolate for breakfast but all the basics are in place. I have a stable place to live here in Berlin, I go to a school I love, I have friends, both my old ones in sweden but also new ones here in Berlin. I have a small babysitter job and even if it would be good to earn more money it all works out for now. I have choosen to focus on my music and feel like I´m actually on the right way in my development. I´m single and even if I miss the guy I know that it´s for the best that we´re not together anymore. I´m so happy and so grateful for all the things I have now. I don´t know how long it´s been since my life felt this organised, not in the last two years at least.
It felt so right to move to Berlin but I´ve been having so much stress about where to live and where to work. I´ve been wanting to create music but I´ve been stuck. Now I feel like creativity is slowly coming back to me. I want to learn more about producing and creating electronic music because I have a vision and now when I´m at the music school I know I´m in the right place to do that. This might also be the first really positive post in a really long time. Every detail is not perfect, but it never is so why should it be, but my whole life situation is actually working and for that I´m so glad.
Some pictures from a park close to where I live


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