klarali.blo.gg - Sleeping day

Today I’ve been sleeping. I was at KitKat yesterday and had a lot of fun. For a while I felt skeptical about if I wanted to go because I felt kinda socially uncomfortable. It’s just a feeling I get sometimes. I’m usually outgoing and confident but every now and then I have a dip. Sometimes I feel ugly but yesterday I actually felt pretty. It was just that it was so many people and I sometimes have to talk to them. People are happy and talking loud while having fun and I’m sitting there and wishing everyone could shut up.

Then I did some whipping with my mentor and felt way better. He said he’s really proud of me and if I just do submission on the next coming performances I can switch to be only dominant. Maybe I’ll do some sub stuff just for fun but I really feel like I want to do more whipping.

I baked scones today and ate breakfast with the guy. Then he left the house and I fell asleep again. It was so stupid because now I’m lying here in the middle of the night awake. Everything’s breaking down in the house. The WiFi doesn’t work and now there’s no warm water. It came so much smoke from the oven when I baked today but well that was because I hadn’t cleaned it. But I say as I always say. Next week I’ll get my life together.

Klara Li