MENY
At the moment I´m sitting in bed eating chips and drinking red wine. Me and Kaspar are watching the Netflix show "To hot to handle". It´s kinda entertaining even though I don´t really relate to any of the characters. It´s a challenge for a group of people living in a house on a party island, they are not allowed to kiss, have sex or masturbate if they do then they lose money from a price amount of 100,000 dollars. Of course some of them fail the very first day. It´s a nice show to watch for some distraction from life.
These last couple of days I´ve been babysitting and feeling low key depressed. I´ve just been feeling really down and sad. It feels like I´m failing with so many things like studying seriously and writing music, even if it´s just a bad period, but it makes me feel bad about myself. I know I shouldn´t think so negatively about myself but sometimes I get stuck in a dark mindset. Tonight I´m feeling slightly better though.
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