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Happy Easter! I haven´t done any celebrations though. It might have been fun but I´m just thinking about how unnecessary it is to spend money on decorations at the moment. I wanted to buy some easter food but they didn´t even have any eggs left at the grocery store. Now I feel like easter is kinda over, maybe I will make a bigger effort for the next one.
Me and Kaspar just got home from the laundromat. We haven´t done laundry for two weeks so it was a lot of stuff. Today we went to the park to sunbath and play yatzy. I think yatzy is such a great game. It´s not to complicated, it´s almost all about chance but you still have some space to think strategic. The same day I bought the Yatzy I also bought a UNO, I love UNO but it´s just not that fun to play with two people. Some cards are just useless when you just have one opponent.
Yesterday I had a little bit more flow with creativity. I sat down with my synth and actually came up with some small ideas for a song I´m working on. I didn´t have a big flow but everything didn´t feel hopeless at least. Then I painted a bit and felt calm and focused. It´s a great feeling to work with something and totally fall into the flow. I never really get that relaxed feeling with music because it´s always so intense with songwriting. Or maybe I can feel relaxed if I´m just playing but not if I´m trying to write something. When I manage to write something good it´s such an intense feeling of happiness and fulfilment. The rest of it is mostly frustration. But yes now when I think about it the calm and relaxed feeling can definitely be present when I´m just playing or even performing.
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