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I can be longing to write and deeply hope it will become something that´s fulfilling. I want to make the words worthy to describe the events and emotional experiences. The text needs to come to life and have it´s own voice, my own voice. When I doubt to much about how hard it may be, the risk that I don´t write at all becomes a real threat. That kind of unproductive self-criticism must be most stupid to expose oneself to.
I used to be so fulfilled by my writing. In 2017 I lived in a constant lyrical flow for almost a year. Everything I wrote down sounded good and I wrote all the time. It became poems, short autobiographical novels and song lyrics. My life was neither in perfect order or in a happy place but I wrote anyway and that´s what made it feel meaningful. The brain constantly filters the daily events to be able to create a final product, in a short or a longterm. And to be in that flow is one of the best feelings imaginable.
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